std cat

so...hockey tonight. we won, not with ANY help from me because i just sort of flail around out there and pretend to know what i'm doing because never have i ever actually learned the rules of hockey, so i do my best to pretend. somehow it looks way more fun when you're sitting and watching someone else play, which is why i decided to play, from scott, even though he was goalie. oh that, and i had a crush on the guy who ran the ice rink. so here i am on a team with people that play REAL HOCKEY for uconn, and i'm, well...that girl who decided to show up one day and got shoved out onto the ice and the rest is history... i have a game tomorrow..anyone who feels like watching me make a total ass out of myself more than usual is welcome to come. what a weird weekend... hung out with b. last night, god knows why, probably because i was bored and had a whole bottle of cheap wine and no one to drink it with so i headed over there and ended up in over my head with illegal activities that are never a good thing. then proceeded to piss b. off as i kept asking his neighbor questions such as, oh so you never went to school?, and wow, you have kids already? etc... he kept glaring at me. not to mention the fact that nobody in the room wanted me there to begin with because, well, i was costing them money. thank god i was able to come home and fall asleep. we certainly dont want to go down that road again. hope to god anyone who reads this, namely tom is the only one i know of who actually does, but he knows what i'm talking about, everyone else, well...too bad. showed my mother a picture of c. today online because i happened to mention it to her (stupid idea) which was followed by the shocked remark.."which one is he? not the black guy!!!??" and you wonder why i despise going home. god i hate stupidity, especially when its in my goddamn family. i swear to god. perhaps i overreact, god knows about 20 people have told me that in the last 3 days, but so be it. thats almost worse than blatent racism. i dont know. anyway, enough of my little rant fest, work to do, oh and my cat has been sneezing and we looked it up online and apparently its caused by the cat versions of herpes or chlamydia. so i have a cat with no balls who still manages to get some weird cat version of an std. meaning my cat has been sleeping around? right...