std cat

so...hockey tonight. we won, not with ANY help from me because i just sort of flail around out there and pretend to know what i'm doing because never have i ever actually learned the rules of hockey, so i do my best to pretend. somehow it looks way more fun when you're sitting and watching someone else play, which is why i decided to play, from scott, even though he was goalie. oh that, and i had a crush on the guy who ran the ice rink. so here i am on a team with people that play REAL HOCKEY for uconn, and i'm, well...that girl who decided to show up one day and got shoved out onto the ice and the rest is history... i have a game tomorrow..anyone who feels like watching me make a total ass out of myself more than usual is welcome to come. what a weird weekend... hung out with b. last night, god knows why, probably because i was bored and had a whole bottle of cheap wine and no one to drink it with so i headed over there and ended up in over my head with illegal activities that are never a good thing. then proceeded to piss b. off as i kept asking his neighbor questions such as, oh so you never went to school?, and wow, you have kids already? etc... he kept glaring at me. not to mention the fact that nobody in the room wanted me there to begin with because, well, i was costing them money. thank god i was able to come home and fall asleep. we certainly dont want to go down that road again. hope to god anyone who reads this, namely tom is the only one i know of who actually does, but he knows what i'm talking about, everyone else, well...too bad. showed my mother a picture of c. today online because i happened to mention it to her (stupid idea) which was followed by the shocked remark.."which one is he? not the black guy!!!??" and you wonder why i despise going home. god i hate stupidity, especially when its in my goddamn family. i swear to god. perhaps i overreact, god knows about 20 people have told me that in the last 3 days, but so be it. thats almost worse than blatent racism. i dont know. anyway, enough of my little rant fest, work to do, oh and my cat has been sneezing and we looked it up online and apparently its caused by the cat versions of herpes or chlamydia. so i have a cat with no balls who still manages to get some weird cat version of an std. meaning my cat has been sleeping around? right...

Snow.....

So for some random reason, i've decided to write in this dumb thing again, i have no idea why, because in the past it's only gotten me into trouble and been read by the wrong people. so i'm here, housebound because a) last time i checked it was snowing, and b) i have no car. long, very cold and irritating story, and if i think about it im likely to get mad again. I braved the storm to go to Buckland for two things, neither of which i got, swore i'd come back and crack open the bottle of Grey Goose i got for my bday from my step-mom (ugh, never typed that before) ....yeah...and i'm not even cool enough to do that. Mostly because once i drink it, it will be, well, gone...thank you captain obvious. So...i suppose i could clean my room but then i might look like i'm trying too hard, and, well, that would be bad. Embrace my slovenly tendencies is more like it. So maybe its time to open up that vodka, we did buy pineapple juice at the store today in hopes of making flirtinis, but guess whos car died before it got to the liquor store, so no champagne. times like this im glad i dont live alone. drinking in polka dot pjs and my big ugly abercrombie sweater thats a throwback from my hippie days is one thing, but doing it alone is quite another. thus, i am safe, for now at least. nothing to do but smile.